Frozen in my memories~

THe door God opens.. no one can shut..

2008-06-09T00:09:00.001+08:00

1 Samuel 14:6 (NIV)

Jonathan said to his young armor-bearer, "Come, let's go over to the outpost of those uncircumcised fellows. Perhaps the LORD will act in our behalf. Nothing can hinder the LORD from saving, whether by many or by few."

cross cross cross..

2008-06-07T03:08:00.001+08:00

One learning point: The Universe has its own way of correcting itself...

and i owned in dota!!

FUN!

2008-06-04T19:51:00.001+08:00

Get more games like this at ArcadeU!

Infectuation

2008-06-04T00:53:00.002+08:00

AHhhH!!! PRETTTY!!!!!!! OHMYGOSH!! I GOT A SERIOUS CRUSH ON IT!!!!!

Burdened

2008-05-30T01:01:00.001+08:00

As the rain and the snow come down from heaven, to water the earth, and bring forth its fruit.. So shall be the Word that You are speaking.. It shall not return empty to You It shall accomplish Your desire, it will surely succeed! Your Word transforms the desert, And Your Word is changing me..

hiaz..it really pains my heart.. GOd.. what can i do.. waht can i do....

18

2008-05-28T21:15:00.003+08:00

Alright! So my birthday is almost over.. Spent time with various people.. Thanks 218! thanks MM guys.. Thanks church friends..

Psalm 37:4 (New International Version)

Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart.

- Desire God VS Things of the world..

a Simple principle.. But something that must be mastered..

ohh

2008-05-22T21:17:00.000+08:00

oh what the hell

Shine..

2008-05-21T23:45:00.002+08:00

My new dream!!

Wee Kim Wee School of Communication and Information

-Division of Electronic and Broadcast Media-
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Coursework provides students with a sound understanding of the context of production, information technology, and film studies.
Graduates become producers, directors, broadcast reporters, and interactive media coordinators in media, business, industry and government.

OHH!!!! I WANT!!! (that explains my sudden enthusiasm for GP.. i guess i need at least ABB with B for GP...)

oh, and another thing i learnt.. "God shines brighter through your life when your own interest fades away"

Better is one day

2008-05-09T07:41:00.001+08:00

10 Better is one day in your courts
than a thousand elsewhere;
I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God
than dwell in the tents of the wicked.

-Psalm 84:10 (New International Version)

Oh look a the time..

Curse us with blessings...

2008-05-04T02:05:00.003+08:00

Are we (singaporeans) too blessed that we take things for granted?

I think we are quite a bunch of losers.. We are given such a great country to live in, such great education.. yet, we are not giving our best in whatever we do.. Well, i feel that the worse thing you can do with your life is to shortchange everyone around you by not giving your best (though i'm guilty of it too). And, well many people are not able to have the life that we have right now.. (think of those people who are less fortunate) Are we too blessed that we are too lazy to work?

That brings me to the point of serving GOd.. Are we too blessed taht we become too bothered by the little things that hinder us from serving God.. people out there are stopped by.. etc etc. Yet we are able to have access to wahtever teachings or even pressence of God.. till well, we get so bothered by the little little things in life to serve God... Time Wealth Fame Aptitude Family.. everything is given by GOd and everything can be taken away by God.. yet God still gave us and bless us with all this.. but, we still allow what.. CCAs... class tests.. friends.. fun.. to stop us from loving God more.. All these are not wrong.. but well, i just feel taht its a damn loser excuse to give less to GOd... DAmn loserr...

random photos

2008-05-02T22:58:00.002+08:00

Memorable

2008-05-02T00:32:00.002+08:00

decided to blog before i forgot....

ok so today cg was... alright lar.. at least i'm glad that those who came had fun.. booooooo to those who were absent..

after that went around to snap pictures with shawn and co. quite interesting.. had some nice photos.. oh and enjoyed myself snapping at DHL's big big balloon..

Ran around suntec.. or rater ran in suntec to find the class.. well today's realyl fun.. i guess.. i can really call this bunch of people my friends..

oh and while spending time with the class i was wondering.. Will this friendship last? hope it will.... really.. hope it will...

Sian ah..

2008-04-29T00:20:00.002+08:00

Tick-tock tick-tock..

All has been said, much have been shown.. I'm tired.. I'm burnt out.. Wakes up at 620am.. and reaches home at 12am.. waht kind of lifestyle is this.. seem like much have been done and yet nothing have been acomplished.. maybe i need to pray more instead of doing so much.. then again.. i kept praying for a breakthrough but things seem to go the opposite way..

Well, leadership is key.. but if a leader has no follower, he's just a person taking a stroll in a park..

Random Thoughts

2008-04-27T16:16:00.002+08:00

I guess each individual human is special.. I picture everyone to be a mansion.. There are some interesting rooms around the place.. some rooms that are explicit and others which are implicit.. There are paintings which are too difficult to understand.. Some rooms are messy.. And some others, organised.. There are locked rooms as well..

But anyway, my favouriite room is the study room.. Where i can find many interesting books and well, documents o.O? Oh and i love to peak into locked rooms.. and guess whats actually inside..

Sadly, sometimes i feel that no one understands my study room.. I ain't random.. just... too deep... perhaps till the extend where i seem to be crazy...

tired..

2008-04-20T02:20:00.003+08:00

Thaddeus GONE!!!!! so in jon tay for a week.. this week has been fruitful.. Learnt alot on monday form jon tay, came out of my comfort zoen to love on tuesday, spent 3h of quiet time + 1 hour of preparing for CG worship?, had cg on thursday at the roof of a multi-storey carpark. Friday was awesome.. The CLM/AGM/CL Prayer meet.. was great.. CG svc attendence: 4......

Oh and i really really need to learn to "write,type" better.. as in not for the grades.. but i wana express myself better....

Dear Mr.Heng

2008-04-07T00:10:00.002+08:00

Some men's ambition is art
Some men's ambition is fame
Some men's ambition is gold.
My ambition is the souls of men

What i want to do with my life is to invest in other people's life.. I'm not trying to be a superhero or what.. all i want is to be a vessel for God.. So that his good work may be seen through me.

Dream!

2008-04-06T01:48:00.002+08:00

INFP - The "Dreamer"
Temperament: NF (Visionary) Primary Function: Introverted Feeling
Population: 2% (1.5% male, 2.5% female)

Major in..

2008-04-06T01:02:00.003+08:00

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You scored as Physics/Engineering/Computer

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It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

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Physics/Engineering/Computer

75%

Visual&PerformingArts

69%

Psychology/Sociology

63%

Education/Counseling

56%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

56%

Religion/Theology

56%

Mathematics/Statistics

50%

English/Journalism/Comm

50%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

50%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

44%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

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Accounting/Finance/Marketing

25%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

13%

The Thoughts

2008-04-05T01:57:00.003+08:00

I guess its been long since i blogged about my feelings.. maybe is cause of the time constrains of school that i can't stay up late to emo... haha.. but anw, so here goes a rare post about my random thoughts..

Anyway, i really realised that being a careleader really isn't easy.. its like.. being a shepeherd of X number of people in the cg altogether..Nowonder the Bible said that those who desire to be an overseer desire a noble task...

I guess i've not really been a great clown; to able to juggle my time well.. week:1 after q2 got study alot! but never meet my people.. week2: got meet up, but never study.. haha.. oh well.. like what we learn in econs.. opportunity cost... forgoing the next best alternative... too bad we can't trade knowledge..

Sometimes, I just feel really sucky cause of my inabilities.. In studies, sometimes, or rather many times, I would reach a state where my brain just can't take in anymore information.. kinda sucky to have limitations... sometimes i just can't remember all the history stuff.. i can't read the lecture notes fast enough.. produce a reasonable and detailed essay with many perspective or even form a proper sentences as i write... Well in Ministry.. i guess its kinda worse... its really hard to help people to grow and to realise their potential... maybe now i can feel a little of how teachers feel... After all, like in saw4, we cna't really help people who don't wana help themselves.. but its really difficult to convince... and sadly, the only thing i can do is show care and concern.... =/

Well, i guess everything would turn out well at the end of the day.. it always does.. right... But i'm really damn tired... REally draining.. I guess.. one of the worse feeling in the world is that u want to do something yet you can't.. You desire so much, yet.........

In the final analysis....... (sounds so econs) i guess.. i can only commit my hopes to GOd.. So many people i'm praying for...

I went back to the familiar beach..
The place where I can find peace..
A place where I can enjoy the quiet breeze
and the starry night..

Though I can't stay here forever..
for morning would come..
But may this short moment
remain deep withine my memories..

A Rare Uploading of photos

2008-04-02T06:02:00.002+08:00

The Multiplier effect

2008-03-28T23:28:00.002+08:00

Ohh i learnt something today.. or rahter i discovered something today..

when AE increases => Ye will increase more than propotionate to AD. This is due to the multiplier effect.

Similarly.. When Aggregate Expenditure in terms of giving (blessing, loving, etc) increases => The total value of final (blessing, love etc) will increase more than porportionate. Because, when you bless someone, others will learn to bless others too.. and the world will be a better place.. lol... ideologist...

AWwww...

2008-03-23T21:50:00.004+08:00

Yay haha i got a new TOSHIBA necklass!! Thanks jia.. i really really appreciate it.. and i'm really touched..

oh Lord

2008-03-17T22:48:00.002+08:00

Dear God, I pray i pary.. that as i mature and grow older.. May my hard never turn cold towards You.. May I never be blinded by the things of the world.. May i always put you first in my life.. May I love you more and more each day..

Personality

2008-03-14T03:51:00.001+08:00

You Are An INFP

The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.
You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.

At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

What's" Your Personality Type?

Promise

2008-03-14T03:17:00.003+08:00

Isaiah 60:22 (New International Version)

The least of you will become a thousand,

the smallest a mighty nation.

I am the LORD;

in its time I will do this swiftly."

Mark 8:35-36 (New International Version)

35For whoever wants to save his life will lose it,

but whoever loses his life for me and for the gospel will save it.

36What good is it for a man to gain the whole world,

yet forfeit his soul?

A life lived for a promise.. A life lived for a belief.. A life lived for the lost.. A life lived for the gospel..

Dreams? No, Visions!

2008-03-09T00:18:00.002+08:00

I learnt/realised something very very crucial during clm.. What i've been pursuing wasn't a dream.. for dreams come and go and they won't gurantee success. What i'm pursuing was God's vision for me.. and i'm mearly an instrument.. and u know what? Whatever God call me to do, it will be done..

2008-03-07T00:47:00.001+08:00

Rudyard Kipling
If

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

hmmmm........ i wonder... do i really want to do this...

Thank God for Sister!

2008-02-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

finally.. i can listen to music while i study and travel..

Worth it

2008-02-25T22:18:00.002+08:00

i guess... i realised.. i really really understand that the best part of this ministry is shepherding a sheep... its really worth it seeing how they grow.. enjoying the fellowship... yeah.. i think thats the best part (and the worse part) of this ministry and i'm really enjoying it..

Weird

2008-02-20T00:12:00.002+08:00

I finally understand something.. Why everyone is weird... So i guess i'm not psychotic in thinking everyone is weird cause i realised that wierd is usually define as doing something illogical.. and since men are emotional beings.. we often do illogical stuff and that makes us wierd!!

alright.. apart from that.. life have been quite hectic.. its really difficult to serve and study at the same time.. then again its not impossible.. ok.. i guess just have to buck up and pray more... YJ23 here we go~

Lalala..

2008-02-15T00:04:00.002+08:00

Not been blogging for quite some time. School was tough. I just drank barly. Ben & Jerry is nice. Mac's is cool. Khatip has 711. Collecting stuff can somehow relate to history. Reading is a good way to gain knowledge. IQ is brain power. Blue fan beside me. I like Fresh Milk. Both my house and handphone is low on battery. I need a new Ipod. Tomorrow is interesting. The treasure is in the journal. I can understand what I am doing. Some one just msn me. I am quite bored. Msn transfer is slow. I need to do my homework. History is interesting. Sweets are nice. I got ulcer. Time flies. Need you...

CVD

2008-01-28T01:17:00.000+08:00

Alright.. so since i forgotten the yhopeyjc blog password, i guess i sld just blog here.. anw.. CVD was really great.. had a wonderful time with 218!! yeah the ice throwing thing at the end was HAHA!! and i love the time when we were all busy packing the dinie's mommy's byriany.. A great memorable time... then after CVD had dinner with cg.. played bowling, photohunt, bball and chill out at macs.. till 12am =x.. haha oh well a great great day...

hey, thx for making that change.. thanks for being the few who really did what u say.. God's pleased with u.. i can see that u are very sincere and really game for it.. ohh.. and thanks (to another person) for the test.. and the rivival..

Licensed to Wed

2008-01-21T00:39:00.000+08:00

alright.. so I watched a show today talking about.. this couple had to go through a wedding course b4 getting married... They seeem like a loving, perfect couple in the beginning.. and as they go through the course, they learnt and begin to realised more about each other.. so they fell out with each other.. and then they learnt to accept each other.. and they got married...

Well, i guess i learnt more about marriage through this show.. (lol not that i wana get married any time now.. or that i'm thinking of it..) Well, maybe it teach me about... well BGR? About.. knowing someone.. accepting someone.. knowing why you like someone.. instead of just.... yeah...

Singapore

2008-01-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

Seriously.. Singapore is just a very, very, very small dot... its just a very small part of the world..

Thank You.

2007-12-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

As i thnk back (once again) i really really really can't help it.. but to say Thank You.

Love

2007-12-28T01:01:00.001+08:00

Love is something that drives this ministry of mine.. Without Love, it is impossible to have a great and fun team..

1 Cor 13:1-3 (NIV)

1If I speak in the tongues[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,[b] but have not love, I gain nothing.

I can sacrifice.. I can be nice.. but at the end of the day.. if I have not Love.. well... i believe i have done nothing..

Love is so simple.. that a little baby can even feel it.. but yet its so sophisticated that all the philosophers can't fathom it...

Greater

2007-12-26T00:14:00.000+08:00

You must be greater in me O lord..
let all the rest fade away...
draw me nearer to you each day..
I yearn to fix my eyes on you

Reminiscences

2007-12-24T23:32:00.000+08:00

was looking through my blog.. what happened this whole year.. well i really wana thank God is really really faithful in my life.. he really really grew me and brought me through so much this year...

Top 10 Highlights of 2007

1) first time I stepped into a mix school (ok except for kindergarden).. lol.. did things which i should not have like talking rubbish... But made a few good girl-friends.. enjoyed 119..

2) Took up subjects which i had completely no bg knowledge of.. History Geog Econs..

3) Step up to take a CLa role in the CG.. from a sit at corner tell joke role..

4) MM Team Leader =)

5) First Mix CG + New District

6) First time Lead worship with guitar in CG

7) First time step into Shirley's CLM (for awhile though lol)

8) First time change Shepherd

9) First every MM Coreteam lunch =)

10) First night walk =)

Well, I guess i had many 'first's in this year... =) and i guess God have really been with me.. been there for me this year.. when i was so stressed... when Ministry + Family + Studies crash together.. and even ministry and ministry crash together.. haha =) yeah.. really thank God... that he has been so faithful.. so faithful in bringing me through this year... Jesus, happy birthday.. I love You..

Alright~

2007-12-23T01:51:00.000+08:00

well, i hate to do admin stuff.. it serious kills me.. oh and don't be surprised if i get irritated doing admin stuff.. its only natural...

Oh.. amd JC ministry is real hard..

A Blunder...

2007-12-22T00:32:00.000+08:00

OK.... hahaah.. lesson learnt...

God of Impossibilities..

2007-12-20T00:27:00.000+08:00

Alright.. tmr i'm gona do sth out of this world.. i'm gona do sth rediculous.. i'm gona do sth illogical.. i know it dosen't seem like it will work.. but i'll just take faith.. I worship a God of impossibilities.. Though it seem impossible, illogical.. and well foolish and dumb.. but i'm just gona anyhow wack.. i believe that God will make a way.. i believe that if i give my 100% God will give me his 100%... and with that.. I thank God beforehand for the miracle he's going to create tmr.. Thank You God..

Where God Bring You

2007-12-19T00:07:00.000+08:00

What God brought you into, He will bring you through and will bring you out victoriously.. Every miracle begins with an act of obedience...

Anw, watched a great show today.. having headache.. and oh my right ear is still deaf.. can't hear ahh...

Stingray + Ramly!

2007-12-18T00:56:00.000+08:00

alright.. today sent yume off... to vietnam.. will be praying for you sister!

after that went to watch golden compass with pras, sharon, shawn, yanshi, yanshan and luke.. hohoho.. what a movie it was... The evil woman become the mother of the main char... then the show ended halfway while it is at the most exciting part... the graphics and videography was nice though.. but i enjoy watching the show ironically.. i enjoy predicting what happen next.. try to guess hidden meanings withine the show.. but sadly it ended off halfway...

Anw.. the highlight of the day was the dinner!! whoa.. i ate stingray with yanshi and shawn.. whoa! its super nice.. the chilli super zhai.. after that i ate ramly burger.. whoa.. first time i ate it.. and i love it...

Ok.. 3 new favs added to my list.. Subway, Ramly, Stingray

A Walk To Remember

2007-12-17T03:36:00.000+08:00

Had a memorable day with Aloy today.. Went to sentosa to just.. chill out.. learned alot from him.. Learned about standards of the kingdom... learn about his life..

So firstly.. we went to some beach and walked all over the place.. oh! and then we ate a subway! thats my 2nd time eating at subway and i love subway now... oh and the highlight of the day was the NIGHT WALK !!! Initially we were kinda scared cause aloy wasn't sure of the route and we had not torch light.. but then.. we just went at the end.. Whoa i tell u.. it was super fun and cool and exciting.. 1st time in my life i experience so much darkness that i can only see 1 meter in front of me.. so thats pretty interesting (oh btw i realised my night vision quite zhai.. can see quite well in the dark).. and well.. during the walk.. shared deep stuff haha.. and chatted.. whoa.. i guess i'll never forget this experience.. =)

oh and i realised.. that my shepehrd is not out to make me a slave.. haha ok.. and he's actually very loving..

X29 pics

2007-12-15T02:51:00.000+08:00

=) my pride and joy (haha oopes + benjamin of course!!)
=) alvin !! the hamster !!
Loving church..
=) Our life is a service..

X29

2007-12-15T02:10:00.001+08:00

Alright! So i'm back from the 4day 3night (+1 night) camp!! As usual, camp transformed my life an teached me alot lar..

Day 0 (the day where i came for set up =) )

Well, God rocks lar.. and well usually God speaks to me like.. Day1 of the camp.. or like a few days before.. so as usual, God sum up what he wants to speak to me at day 0 ! As i stand at the belcony at 130am.. while people are setting up.. whoa.. i really think God is real.. if God is not real.. this bunch of youths who are coming to woodlands! during their short holiday.. To stay untill so late to fix media/decorations/musical instruments.. and they even want excellence! whoa.. i'm really touched by everyone's spirit.. This bunch of Youth who really love Jesus.. Giving their time, effort.. to serve out of their comfort zone.. So basically.. God told me what he want to speak to me about.. Simply about SERVING

Day 1

Ok so the games screwed up and well.. people started to grumble.. but haha okay lar.. too bad lor.. but i did had fun laughing at my ULs... and Standing in awe as raphael do his basketball stuns.. oh and then came dinner.. it was kinda unprepared i think cause we were suppose to eat outside or sth.. so again.. the complains some.. haha and i smiled..

P&W1: So basically, this is the verse God spoke to me about

Jonah 2:8-9 (New International Version)

8 "Those who cling to worthless idols

forfeit the grace that could be theirs.
9 But I, with a song of thanksgiving,

will sacrifice to you.

What I have vowed I will make good.

Salvation comes from the LORD."

U know.. i realised that.. Its only when i serve then i can have more grace... its quite ironic but.. i learnt that the more i serve, the more blessed i'll be..

Day2

nth super special.. but God did speak about not wasting any min of my life away.. oh and ben came glad to see him making effort to come down stright after his thiland + HongKong + Malaysia trip

Day3

Oh.. we had games.. and i cheated lalala.. and i wasn't caught.. and i stole the ball all the way back to our own goal and pass to my sheep hahaa... so much for having integriy as a sch value.. So anw, had our 10th annivesary.. i think the most touching part of it was the East district video when dennis started singing "i love this family of God" whoa.. super touching.. and.. i think.. North's performance.. or was it.. west.. yar.. so concert was a good time as usual.. affirmation part was cool.. talked to my sheep till late late late late late.. then sleep

Day4

basically i'm lazy to say what happen haaha...

Well... so camp was great.. but then.. interestingly.. right after camp.. an issue came up.... =)

updates

2007-12-03T01:34:00.000+08:00

alright dear fans/Friends.. its been about a week since i blogged ahah .. been really busy with my ministry.. spending time together.. ok lar.. =) so.. i guess.. i spent a retreat with God.. and i guess much of my thoughts are straightened out.. and i'm super refreshed spiritually and mentally... yup.. so.. though i'm physically tired at times.. spiritually.. refreshed and not tired.. can't think properly and cna link with God easily le ahaha =)

Bucket of blood~

2007-11-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

Whoa.. i'm super tired to elaborate.. so i'll just say where did i went today

YCK (by bus) => AMK (mrt) => Bishan (mrt) => CJC (bus) => Tang ling CC (walk) => Tpy CC (bus) => Changi village (bus) => NSRCC [some chalet opp changi airport] (Cab) => tanah merah MRT (shutter bus) => Home!!! (cab)

10 places in all.... what.. but then.. its all worth it..

for the kingdom cause..

A Discerning Heart

2007-11-24T01:29:00.000+08:00

1 Kings 3:5-10 (New International Version)

5 At Gibeon the LORD appeared to Solomon during the night in a dream, and God said, "Ask for whatever you want me to give you."
6 Solomon answered, "You have shown great kindness to your servant, my father David, because he was faithful to you and righteous and upright in heart. You have continued this great kindness to him and have given him a son to sit on his throne this very day.
7 "Now, O LORD my God, you have made your servant king in place of my father David. But I am only a little child and do not know how to carry out my duties.

8 Your servant is here among the people you have chosen, a great people, too numerous to count or number. 9 So give your servant a discerning heart to govern your people and to distinguish between right and wrong. For who is able to govern this great people of yours?"
10 The Lord was pleased that Solomon had asked for this.

I prayed this prayer.. and immediatly i felt a change.. I know the consequences of being wiser.. I would now have to sacrifice more since I know a better way to do things.. But, if given the same decision again, i would still do it.. cause i wana lead YOUR people to greater glory.. far greater then what "other had done in isreal"

the train

2007-11-18T04:54:00.001+08:00

"It all seems so fast. I was just standing along the rails when a i saw an oncoming train. A hand stuck out from its carraige. It grabbed me while the train sped by and soon i found myself on board. My destination? i dont know. Then, my carraige leader shouted, " Joseph get to the front now!!" " sir why me? the train is long. its a long way to the front. get someone nearer..." " no, you go!!" so i went and when i opened the door to the front, i saw the train captain. i grabbed a shovel and started to heap coals into the furnace " where are we going my lord?" he turned and smiled at me " just keep heaping on the coals, dont worry" somehow i felt assured that the captain definately knew what he was doing. i continued to add the fuel that would drive the train. for once, i'm driving on without knowing where i am going."

- adapted from a certain somewhere and i bet the certain someone must be shocked to realise/see this if he ever see this..

Anw, had a great night chatting with GuoBin!! my good old sec sch friend.. happy that he's doing okay.. hope he had God.. =/ Service was.. wierd.. perhaps its because I woke up at 145 after sleeping at 4am.. spoilt bio clock made me feel wierd... I even ask jian cong why is he down so early for service when its 240... haha.. guess i need to sleep early ? *looks at clock; 457am* hahaha

the battle is about to begin..

INteresting..

2007-11-17T01:46:00.001+08:00

alright.. i had quite an interesting chat today with my classmate.. very interesting.. oh and he reminded me of sth... which is wow.. "Do you trust that God will provide for you as you serve him?" =)

Its gona be alright~

2007-11-15T01:25:00.000+08:00

Salvation Is Here

God above all the world in motion
God above all my hopes and fears
And I don't care what the world throws at me now
I'm gonna be alright
Hear the sound of the generations
Making loud our freedom song
All in all that the world would know Your name
It's gonna be alright
Cause I know my God saved the day
And I know His word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here
Salvation is here
Salvation is here and He lives in me
Salvation is here
Salvation that died just to set me free
Salvation is here
Salvation is here and He lives in me
Salvation is here
Cause You are alive and You live in me

its GONA BE ALRIGHT ~

Spoilt!! Lost!!

2007-11-13T01:35:00.000+08:00

List of things that i need replacement/repair:

Handphone (dropped it in 853)
Handphone (my spoilt E760.. which spoilt so long ago.. Lazy to repair)
Guitar (repair needed)
ipod nano (sth happened to it need lots of repair)

ehh actualy i should repair all of those ar.. then i don't need new ones.. oh i need to get a bag soon.. ARMY21 bag is.. well... weird..

vVhY~

2007-11-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

After reading stephen's blog.. i came to thought about the qn about why am i a christian.. as in.. why would i wana do what i am doing now.. sacrificing my saturdays.. going to church.. Not being able to go out with my 119 classmates.. need to meet sheep for shepherding.. Got alot of things to do.. multimedia stuff, Meetings.. WHY!? why do i wana do all these.. and sacrifice time...time which i can go and use to get a girlfriend (eheheh, i have the caliber to get one okay.. lol)..

Yes, cause i believe Jesus is real.. there's just so many scientific proves and archeological findings that supports the bible.. historians also wrote about him in their accounts.. But, the big qn is.. Why do i wana do so much.. I cna don't even go church.. since i just believe then can already what... why do i wana do Multimedia.. go meetings.. cell groups.. Services.. why why why ? if i don't have a reason for doing all these, i must be a fool.. And in my blog today ! i shall declared that i'm not a fool.. I do all this because i wana Touch lives & Make history.. basically i wana impact the world.. i wana show them what is agape love, what is the only thing that can fill the void in their heart..

and this is my commitment and constant reminder.. and sth to help keep me going when i'm discouraged.. "Touching lives, Making History.." its more then a motto.. its a vision; a vision from God..

Timing

2007-11-09T02:30:00.000+08:00

Actuall, serve God ain't that tedious what.. though sometimes is really... then again, i realised i always end up having to sleep late / have not enough time to study because i can't plan my time well.. A growing pointer...

ECC 3:1 (NIV)

There is a time for everything,

and a season for every activity under heaven:

I guess.. i need to know what to do.. well.. the right thing at the wrong time is wrong.. need to grow !

Passion

2007-11-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

Passion: Ardent love; any powerful or compelling emotion or feeling, as love or hate; strong amorous feeling or desire; love; ardor (from dictionary.com)

I Love what I am doing and I Love whom I am doing it for. I have Passion for what I am doing and I have Compassion for whom I am doing it for..

Hiaz... serve God is like that one lar..

10 things i shouldn't compromise

2007-11-07T02:16:00.000+08:00

1) QT

2) Worshiping God everday

3) SOW at every opportunity

4) Shepherding my sheep

5) Playing Guitar everyday: improving my skills (after i repair it lar..)

6) Being on time for every meeting

7) Doing what i promised

8) Keeping my HP close with me so that i have availability

9) Pray!

10) Do the list of things i typed here

11) Not excceding the "ten things i sldnt compromise list"

Lead

2007-11-07T01:44:00.000+08:00

I guess, leaders plays a crucial role in a group.. and i'm glad God placed such a great leader in my life.. thx..

Thanks.

2007-11-06T01:02:00.000+08:00

well, thank God.. for whatever is happening.. its sth really difficult to say.. but.. Thank God...

Ten Random Thoughts

2007-11-05T03:25:00.000+08:00

1) Many surfacial relationships (friendships) are around.

Do think about who are your real true friends

2) How many times have you actually go on an outing with your

friends and come home feeling empty.

3) I realised leadership style is closely linked with spiritual gifts

and mine happen to be faith

4) Making a sermon is difficult

5) I don't mind listening to a song over and over again

6) Its wasy to find people's blog

7) Girls can forgive but not forget! Strange beings..

8) 119 is fun. I think all that clique thing isn't that complicated

if everyone just put aside our differences and play and

not hate each other for being excluded when you decide

not to join in cause you feel uncomfortable

9) I don't think any 119 people actually visit my blog

10) i need to repair my guitar asap..

11) I have 10 random thoughts

12) the 11th thought was unneccesary

Faith and Deeds, Speech and Life

2007-11-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

I remember I was just telling my sheep this.. "Let your life be in conjunction with whay you say." and God reminded me..

James 2:14-17 (New International Version)

Faith and Deeds
14What good is it, my brothers, if a man claims to have faith but has no deeds? Can such faith save him? 15Suppose a brother or sister is without clothes and daily food. 16If one of you says to him, "Go, I wish you well; keep warm and well fed," but does nothing about his physical needs, what good is it? 17In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead.

Anyway! I had a great day with yan shi! =) Went to buy many stuff.. A memorable day

I won't just say "I'll pray for you" next time.. I'll help you.. A lesson learn, A step closer..

The Gate That Took So Much Effort to Be Openned

2007-11-01T23:53:00.000+08:00

Went for a run with Zi Xin and Jon Tay at SR stadium.. ran 4km whoa.. zi xin killer stamina freak...

Anw, after that went to Jon tay's house to chill and play majiong.. after that i went for prata with Jon tay.. whoa.. it was a really great time of envisioning and imparting of spirit i should say.. learnt alot !! After that went and stayed over in Jon tays house for PSP2 game WHOA! W11 rocks..

Win them over.. one at a time.. pour a bucket of blood.. to inspire a drop of blood hahahaha... tired.. =(

Run

2007-10-30T20:41:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since i ran.. I ran 400m + 100m.. and i died... it was terrible.. vommited 2-3 times while walking out of YJ.. Felt like fainting while walking to the bus stop and in bus 853 where the engine is super noisy.. but after everything.. I feel great. perhaps.. well.. this is the principle of xian ku hou tian..

Lesson Learnt

2007-10-30T20:02:00.000+08:00

Well, I guess somehow i learnt a valuable lesson today.. Well i guess i sld sum it up in a statement.

"In things which you can change, do it to your best. In things which you can't change, trust him for the best."

Its weird how this fundemental truth is easily forgotten by me. Faith.. its different from self-confidence.. Faith is trusting God, for things to worked out the best way it can be.. Well though results might not be great, but I can trust that whatever results i get at the end of the day, I'll still end up victorious in Christ..

First Frontier

2007-10-30T01:55:00.000+08:00

Oh i was suddenly reminded about the busy first frontier camp! Was quite an adventure.. haha.. econs test + camp + holiday lessons.. haha.. great time.. really memorable.. though stresseful (with GAP and all) but haha its memorable lar.. God has really grew me ALOT ALOT uh.. haha

arg.. stupid gis just reminded me of promo results.. shit...

I guess..

2007-10-27T01:22:00.000+08:00

zhai sti nbee onlg insec v'ie left shit ywa.. tsi ustj os rriatintg hul.. os.. uoy dciedde ot estt em whit ru luimate estt aign hu.... hhaa.. eyvreingth eems ot be ronwg.. eugss iths si owh eskert flee uh.. rustt ? si hatt wath I eend ot rowg ni? nnode arl

but well, one thing i know is. it is through times like this that we really grow lar..

An Eventful Day

2007-10-26T00:59:00.001+08:00

alright! Crashed PJ's CG today.. or sld i say i'm the special guest guitarist!! haha.. alright anw, it was fun and funny lar.. and well i guess this CG session have taught me more about what is a CG that really loves one another..

Moving on, went to kester's and eunice's place to visit them.. well i wld say its not a wasted journey..

Today was an eventful day.. though tiring.. but, well its worth it.. Anything done for God is worth it..

Joseph Lin

2007-10-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

This is specially dedicated to my Spiritual Buddy Joseph Lin for his 17th birthday.

Firstly, I wana thank God for him for him for being my bestfriend all this while. Yeah, i remember all the time where u don't mind spending up ALL your savings on me. Be it eating whatever! I can really see agape love coming from you!

I've learn alot from you. You have a good heart. You have taught me many many things and. Yeah, u'd definetly help God build me up.

Lastly wana encourage you to keep this agape love for people and God.. nature it and make sure u love EVERYONE as much as GOD (or animaly =/)! Dream big and give your all to God. And at the end of the day, lets see who gets a bigger crown k!!! HAHA !!

thx for teaching me how to love, thx for being there for me. You're really my best bud. Lets make sure I can still say this 20 years from now.

2007-10-24T00:18:00.001+08:00

all right.. i just bought 2 pairs of footware.. $80 gone.. haha..

The little plant

2007-10-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

This little plant.. Simply started to grow into a plan when someone decided to plant the seed.. One day.. it will definetly become a big tree..

I will not let go of you untill you have blessed me

2007-10-22T00:37:00.000+08:00

Genesis 32: 9-12 (NIV)

9 Then Jacob prayed, "O God of my father Abraham, God of my father Isaac, O LORD, who said to me, 'Go back to your country and your relatives, and I will make you prosper,' 10 I am unworthy of all the kindness and faithfulness you have shown your servant. I had only my staff when I crossed this Jordan, but now I have become two groups. 11 Save me, I pray, from the hand of my brother Esau, for I am afraid he will come and attack me, and also the mothers with their children. 12 But you have said, 'I will surely make you prosper and will make your descendants like the sand of the sea, which cannot be counted.' "

Genesis 32:22-26 (NIV)

22 That night Jacob got up and took his two wives, his two maidservants and his eleven sons and crossed the ford of the Jabbok. 23 After he had sent them across the stream, he sent over all his possessions. 24 So Jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled with him till daybreak. 25 When the man saw that he could not overpower him, he touched the socket of Jacob's hip so that his hip was wrenched as he wrestled with the man. 26 Then the man said, "Let me go, for it is daybreak." But Jacob replied, "I will not let you go unless you bless me."

2 Chronicles 7:12-15 (NIV)

12 the LORD appeared to him at night and said: "I have heard your prayer and have chosen this place for myself as a temple for sacrifices.
13 "When I shut up the heavens so that there is no rain, or command locusts to devour the land or send a plague among my people, 14 if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land. 15 Now my eyes will be open and my ears attentive to the prayers offered in this place.

God i pray.. God i pray for a revival.. With all my heart.. I wana be your instrument.. I wana be a man after your own heart.. God, please bless me.. Please bless my people.. I know i do not deserve your kindness.. But please.. let your favour be upon us.. Let your ears be attentive to our prayers.. I wana see breakthrough God.. I may not be the best.. But i WILL give my best.. i know there's not much time left.. My heart's one desire.. is to simply be an instrument of urs.. let my life be a beautiful melody that would bless your people.. That i will be a light.. to show people the way, the meaning of living life to the fullest.. Lord, I'm beliving you in this.. I'm giving my all to u.. God i would not be satisfied with anything less than what i am made to do through u.. I wana be everything u want me to be... God.. Lets do it TOGETHER.. 23.. Here we come..

Yesterday And Today

2007-10-20T01:32:00.001+08:00

All right, i'll just give a brief summery on what i did on thursday.. Basically, I was being tricked(knowingly)to go to Tempines from YIshun then to Bedok to eat prata(which is..) and then we went back to Tempines SAFRA before going home.. whoa what a day... haha.. went home and collapse

So Today, right now, i'm at Aloy's house.. Been through a crazy day of doing lyrics, pracitice worship, prepare sermond D, CG.. whoa.. gay sia..

Well, serving God sure is difficult.. Sure its not easy.. But, i'm willing to.. So many things to do, so little time, Such a big God.. =)

"Jesus bids us shine in the clear clear night
Like a little candle burning in the light
In this world of darkness so we must shine
You in your small corner and I in Mine "

This song mean alot to me...

Happy Birthday Grandma

2007-10-18T00:59:00.000+08:00

Alright.. Today's my Grandma birthday.. so some relatvies came to visit oh blogger have some problems with the uploading of images.. so lazy Joseph decides to do it again some other day..

Anw, i finally decided to change my blog skin... and i've updated my links.. its green.. yeah so not my colour.. but it looks nice lar..

All right, So today (yesterday) was very fruitful.. managed to meet up with two of my sheep.. =)Spent some quality time together.. shall not go into details.. but there's sth hilarious that i must say.. Alright so Yan Shi and I went to arcade and just before we leave, we saw this pro playing Time Crisis 3.. so both of us watched on and at some point of time, the pro decided to give up playing since he left 1 life at the last level and he walked off.. So i decided to take the gun and start playing.. So here's the funny part.. I switched to the machine gun mode and 3secs after i stepped on the foot pedal.. I died...

geog

2007-10-16T02:09:00.000+08:00

oh tmr is geog paper... ANW, I DREAMNT OF GOING TO CAMP LAST NIGHT (ok last afternoon cause i woke up at like 3pm) .. whoa.. i'm so excited to go for camp.. haha been awhile since i go to camp.. at its the 10th annivesary... oh oh and i just remembered 2 years ago... i wrote a letter thingy to myself.. some time capsule thing during camp.. i think they are returning to us soon uh... wonder what i wrote...

fruitful

2007-10-14T00:22:00.000+08:00

whoa.. alright.. exams are kinda over.. kinda... *remembers H1 geog, Alvl chinese and PW...* anw, really glad that my thur fri and sat are well spent..

Thur: went to vivo with jo-lin.. haha.. wanted to find sunny.. but aiyah.. he didn't have work that day.. so too bad.. anw.. we went to earl's swensens.. whoa.. lin treated me !! crazy.. thank GOd for him man! then we went for coffee at some place.. and the highlight of the day was chatting at the roof of vivo, overlooking the sea and the sky till the sunsets... great time.. i really love it...

Fri: Had CG.. well Worship atmosphere has gone up =) after taht i went for some MM thing.. haha i miss friday training man !! its a great time to spend time with people =).. anw after the MM thing, went to have supper with aloy and chatted and chatted... great time spend.. recalled about the good o'l days.. at starhub.. haha... great time.. love it !

sat: Had SS !! was late for seed gathering =X Service was great.. sermon really made me realised how blessed i am to be placed in such a biblical church! and after that we had J1 gathering.. Jon Tay lead games really well haha.. and whoa.. raphael's teaching futher convince me and made me proud to be a hoppie ! =) yeah!! after taht YJ n PJ went and play pool =) i lost to...... i can't believe it.... haha.. and well after that we went to some corner of the MRT to slack.. and after that we went and play arcade !! I miss going home late on saturdays !! Findally.. these kind of days are coming back.. strong fellowship are beginning to build uh.. hope JC north will have this kind of strong fellowship =D yeah !!! Great time spend... LOVE IT!

Just for laugh

2007-10-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

Just for laugh!!

singapore jcs light bulb joke
(juz for fun,dun take it to heart!)

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: 4 whole faculties. One faculty to design the new bulb, one faculty to test it

out, one faculty to market it and one guy to write a stupid E-mail about lightbulbs.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags

and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change lightbulb??

A: None. They'd use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a lightbulb is in the first place and to

demonstrate (how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: They'd prefer it darker. *raises eyebrows*

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: None. Their physics is so bad that they make the male teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: They wouldn't bother.

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: Huh, wat litebarbu...

Q: Don't you guys wonder who wrote this?

A: TJC!

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?

A: None. They think they are very bright already.

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?

A: F*** the lightbulb lah, the principal will do something about rightbarbs. Let's

do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

ty

2007-10-07T01:18:00.000+08:00

dear God, Thank You for choosing me.. Thank You for loving me..

I could search for all eternally long and find.. There is none like you

Worth it

2007-10-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

Today is a very fruitful day.. I spent the most worthy $20 in my life.. and as usual, i didn't regret spending 2h of my saturday in church!

God, u really bighten my day and encouraged me.. I experienced joy that i never felt b4 YAY

The day

2007-10-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

oh well.. so tmr is THE day... haha.. in a blink of an eye.. i can still remmeber mr.M counting down 80 days to promos.. oh well.. the truth is.. i'm scared haha!! i don't usually say i'm scared.. so well this time its quite.. well.. scary ?! haah i'm a little nervous.. i don't know about tomorrow man... and i ask God.. to take the test away from me.. BUT YET he said to me "My grace is sufficient for you"

So, i'll take courage.. and i'll go and conquer tmr's paper.. and by faith, i will emerge victorious, through grace.. cause i know its not my ability..

All Glory To Your Name

emotions

2007-09-26T02:03:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. Emotions is one thing that i really need to learn to control.. i think God is bringing me back to this basic lesson of consistency again.. Performence is one thing, Consistenct is another.. Well, guess God really want me to trust him.. perhaps grown in a new level of trust... a new level of faith.. and this brings me back to a really old old saying.. The light shines brighter when it is the darkest.. Grow grow grow... oh.. and sunny impost a good queestion that keep me pondering.. Where/What would i do if i retain.. Go poly.. or stay in YJ.. well its not that i think i will retain.. but just incase... hmmm...beeen quite awhile since i.. well not really emo, but spend time thinking about stuff... and.. well been awhile since i last feel like i don't wana sleep though i'm tired......... didn't do anywork today.. was too caught up by the fact that i cna't find my GC... hope the one eugene found is mine..

Perfect Love can only be found in GOd; Agape love.... Unconditional Love can only be found in church through God..

hmmm

2007-09-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

Interesting.. i just realised that u can only find fiber in fruits.. well i mean digestive fiber.. (if there's such a thing)

Anw, had an enjoyable CG today !! haha.. had a great time just chilling out with my church friends in gis' house.. just fellowshiped and talk... great people =)

my ideas aren't linking now.. but ahh.. promos are coming.. but by Your grace, i would not be who i am today.. Without You, i am nothing. With You i have everything.. All in You..

wary

2007-09-20T01:09:00.001+08:00

i'm tired.... thank God for God..

Heart Of Worship

2007-09-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

“When you come through the doors on a Sunday, what are you bringing as your offering to God?”

JUMP

2007-09-17T23:52:00.000+08:00

alright.. jump concert was great.. i've been reminded of Rom8 and 2cor 12:8-10.. Great time of praise & worship.. "I'll walk with you wherever you go"

anw, after jump, by chance, the NED guys (+ aquila + nico) met up to go to supper.. so along the 1h+ journey, we just had a great time of laughter and.. well.. it really feels like a family =) i guess... i really miss the NED times..

Dreams

2007-09-10T02:17:00.000+08:00

"Any dreams that does not ask for a price is a cheap dream.
Any dream that does not take a lifetime is a small dream.
I used to think bringing dreams to reality is important.
Perhaps what is more important is the ability to pass that dream down,
Lest a big dream dies in your hands." - Lee Jiayi

Interesting... Dreaming is my forte.. lets see what can God do with it...

Jiayi

2007-09-10T01:50:00.000+08:00

I really thank God for Lee Jiayi!! my great Media head.. Was really touched when she said she's proud of me last sat as we bump into each other on the ally at le meridian.. and.. today while i was too lazy to move and go study, she actually called and "scolded" me and ask me go study.. and i was like whoa.. my leader really love me =)

VIsion

2007-09-09T02:51:00.000+08:00

Our Vision is to fulfill the great commission in our lifetime by building strong and biblical people to plant strong biblical churches in singapore and all over the world

hmm commitment..... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

I WNAT

2007-09-09T02:46:00.000+08:00

I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT........ BUT WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY .. perhaps............... or Perhaps................ and my........................... but............ hiaz......... is it............ or ....................... but i really want.............................. but why don't i see .......................... perhaps is when i don't see it than i can take faith. Dont know lar..............

Friday and Saturday

2007-09-03T14:39:00.001+08:00

This is where i was on friday and sat =)

discouraged

2007-08-30T00:26:00.000+08:00

Discouraged, i asked God, are you sure i can do it.. show me that u love me.. show me that i can trust in you..

And then God showed me 10 verses that contains the phrase "do not be afraid; do not be discouraged." (Deu 1:21, 31:8 Joshua 1:9, 8:1, 10:25 1chro 22:13, 28:20 2chro 20:15, 20:17, 23:7)

New shoe

2007-08-22T23:48:00.001+08:00

Lala.. Thank God and my parents for the new track shoe.. =)

AMEN

2007-08-21T01:27:00.000+08:00

YEAH the start of the week !! and a fruitful start.. i decided to award myself by coming online for awhile.. i can't believe i completed 1 GP essay, 2 geog tutorial and one GP Compre =D !! its a good start =) guess being faithful with my time rocks after all.. i get to feel this joy in my heart.. and i'm not so tired after all.. =)

.........

2007-08-20T01:38:00.000+08:00

hmmm......

History maker

2007-08-18T01:50:00.000+08:00

Characteristic of a History Maker (by Joseph Tan; since its by me, its not really that accurate and stuff haha! but well at least thats what i feel)

1. Clean Hands & Pure Hearts

2. Willingness to Obey Without haveing Full Understanding

3. Passionate, Daring to Ask for & Take on New Challenges

4. Illogical Love for God and His People

5. Single Mindedness; Living for the audience of one

6. Total Surrender

7. Faithful in the Little things; Cause its gona make a BIG difference

Run

2007-08-16T21:36:00.000+08:00

ohh ohh ohh.. i ran at Serangoon stadium with Joseph lin and Aquila.. and then Luke join us later.. anw, the main point is that I ran with Joseph Lin before aquila or luke came.. as we ran, i experience this Joy.. even though i'm tired as i run, i know that i have a friend running beside me..

Soccer

2007-08-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

OH!!! Alright i had alot of fun with my shepherd today in an impromptu outing.. haha!! sounds gay...

Anw, I got this burning feeling again.. this time i'm not gona lose it.. i'm gona fan it.. i'm not gona lose focus.. i'm gona bring Your kingdom to greater glory.. thats a promise..

GERRARD SCORES

2007-08-12T02:15:00.000+08:00

alright, i learnt that i need to be more faithful in the little things God entrusted me to..

ANW, GERRARD SCORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WITH A FREE KICK IN THE 86'MIN !!!!!!!!!!!! I'm gona name my son Gerrard tan !!!!

Dare

2007-08-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

I suddenly remembered this phrase today.

If you dare to ask, God dare to give

Yeah its true, and i believe it. But i also realised that you have to be patient and make sacrifices.

laalala

2007-08-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

alright.. so the past week have been quite.. well, special.. I don't know why but as i am typing i'm feeling weird.. well just some random thoughts... uhh, this is weird.. i don't know what to type.. i just feel weird...

weird..

labour will not be invain

2007-08-03T01:00:00.000+08:00

Malachi 3:10 (NIV)

Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. Test me in this," says the LORD Almighty, "and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that you will not have room enough for it.

I trust in you.. God.. don't let the flame be quenched.. i don't want to go through the whole cycle again.. Single Mindedness... Look, Lock, Lope